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I was blessed by Stormcatcher I guess on the lightning event. (I'm shadow momma's goopy child lol)
...this girl seemed bad for first...
Then this scry changed everything. :o
#I can't still believe I hatched a lightning rep lol#She's pretty and must protect#but another expensive project#First day on lightning event? pure lightning rep#predict morphology#flight rising#lucky hatch#I MAY NEED CLOTHING IDEAS FOR HER#idk#spiral dragon
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im sorry but social media âleftists activistsâ are some of the most unserious people? especially twitter ones? you donât vote, you donât donate, you donât endorse candidatesâŚ. hell some of you have never taken a civics class before and it shows. yâall just bitch about trivial things like flag emojis and instagram posts and fucking twitter likes? play moral high ground? distress over the current state of affairs and then do absolutely NOTHING about it? project 2025 is probably the most terrifying thing Iâve ever read, and I foresee 2016 happening all over again. for an online group of people who preach about caring about human rights and civil liberties, youâve been doing such a great job showing that. VOTE blue
#I normally donât speak on this on this account but Iâm terrfied#Iâm begging for yâall to vote blue#like Iâm actually mad now WAKE UP??#I donât give a fuck if that man is in a coma#we CANNOT afford another trump term#meanwhile the actual leftists doing the work is under shadowed bc of online culture and itâs disgusting#DID WE ALL FORGET COVID??? I lost FAMILY to that fucking thing like#leftists make me angry the most because yâall sit on your fucking moral high ground at the expense of human lives#you canât just so Iâm checking out in a time like this you just canât#if I lose followers so what its getting too scary to play moral high ground right now#like as someoneâs thatâs black I already know I lose no matter what under red authority like please#us politics#politics#project 2025#vote blue
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o/ been a while since ive posted here, but i got this g1 and i cant decide...
#flight rising#g1 share#poll#keeping the tags minimal since. i dont know them well lmao#im leaning greenskeeper hoping its not too expensive lol#i have so many projects rotting in hibden already... he cant become another... unless?
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bought some fabric (that i did not need) because it reminded me of tree bark
what should i do with it? my first instinct is a corset, but i also think a skirt could be fun? maybe.... a tree themed outfit/costume....
im not sure how much i have because i bought it as a piece by weight, but i think its a couple meters!! ill measure it when i get home
#i think i need to not jump to corset every time i think of a fun project BUT. tree corset could be fun#there was another piece and i Sorta regret not getting it but also. i shouldn't have bought THIS#i probably have enough to make whatever i want anyway it seems like itll be a decent piece#it was also 'curtain' fabric so it might be wide too#but its gonna be a totally fine weight for a garment so idc#it was the most expensive piece too. as it always is#(the other two things were directly for planned projects. tho the linen look i didnt neeeeeeed)
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#ive been stressing all day about a purchase i'm not even making lol#i have mental problems sjfmsjg#no but for real i was reviewing the tablet i had decided on to buy in the distant future#and found out it's actually not very good for drawing which is the sole reason i want to get a tablet#and i got physical symptoms of anxiety and dread as if i had wasted money#on a thing I DIDN'T BUY#but then i found another tablet which is good for drawing and it's a bit more expensive#and once again i got the anxiety levels of someone being hunted for sport#for another product I DIDN'T BUY#but it's just this horrible timing thing that's making me anxious#because it's a lot of money that i have to spend on this#and I don't have a regular income#and my country's economy is hell to the point that by tomorrow the price could double without warning#and there's also there's some sales coming so maybe i should wait til then#but then also i have to catch the sale and the product i want#and also the holidays are coming so the price might spike up#and i never know when the correct time to buy anything is!!#and this folks is why I don't gamble lol#no but for real... i have been panicking all day and I don't even have a proper reason#i could also live without the tablet very well so it feels like a waste of money in general#so...#i have issues with spending money...#especially because I don't know when it's gonna be the next time i get work#could be next week... could be in six months... could be never again...#if i just could get hired for a proper project woth a decent pay...#ahhh the dream :')#ok i'm gonna go to bed now (if my stupid ear '''''infection'''''' lets me...)#life is hell but at least i got to boop people today <3#angel talks#personal
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should i.......preemptively buy 40$ worth of yarn before a designer picks me for a test knit.......
#its risky but this designer LOVES me if i do this one for her it'll be my third test for her. and im the only one who is doing my job#i mean my due diligence. im posting stories and tagging the knitwear companies and i finished both projects weeks before everyone else#AND to justify the expense i found another pattern i could do with this wool for like four bucks#but this design is a we are knitters collab and sorry you couldnt paaaay me to buy yarn from them. actually you could.#would love free yarn. but if im not getting it for free no way am i buying shit that expensive#if i bought we are knitters yarn for this project it would be a 130$ expense almost#as opposed to the 40 i found on sale from this small norwegian brand. itll felt a little but this is the kind of knit that looks good felte
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autism moment: im sad that the phone i was running into the ground finally bit the dust (â >n<â ďźâ ) it was only a matter of time, it could barely hold a charge even if unused for ~6 hours and got unbearably warm if i did anything intense like appts over zoom. no data loss, aside from a few pics id downloaded but not yet backed up. and ive had 2 phones for awhile, this dead phone as my daily driver and then another phone w/ my sim card to just make calls & order ubers, so i just swapped over to the other phone no problems. need to redownload all my apps & set everything back up how i like it, which is a pain in the butt but not like life-ending or anything. still. (T n T)
#borbtalks#this is an improvement to the last time i had a phone go kaput on me#i didnt have an extra phone at the time and so i had to rush to pick a new one out#and at the time i picked a samsung. and then had a meltdown bc the emojis & ui were just so different#had to eat the cost of returning that one and picking a new one#i must say i am. a little nervous now and already looking at new phones. just so i can have a backup device ready#which is another expense when im projected to move in november đ
#i can afford it i have a small bit of savings i just get stressed deviating from my month to month budget đ
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2022 AMV Review
It's a bit late, but since I do yearly writing reviews, I thought it might be fun to do AMV reviews, now that I've started seriously editing with DaVinci Resolve.
This video collects a piece of every AMV I posted last year, from my very first Resolve AMV to the one I made right before my previous laptop broke completely. If I continue this in the future, I think I'd limit it to Top 10 or one per month, but since I only have 10 Resolve AMVs under my belt right now, it felt right to include all of them!
One of my biggest struggles with video editingâand with Creating in generalâis doing Too Much, going way overboard and making things worse with the additional time and effort. It's a real struggle to cut back, but I think I'm slowly learning to limit my clip amount to make my videos (slightly) easier on the eyes.
But all that said, I've always admired AMVs but never felt like I could actually make them, so that I uploaded 10 in 2022 is amazing to me! I'm excited to start editing some more on my new laptop!
#ah heck i'll actually post this why not#i'm maybe feeling a little sad because my project files for all of these might be lost forever...#i got my c drive out of my old laptop (where the files should have been stored) and attached it to another motherboard#then i should have copied everything off of it to my external drive but... i couldn't find the 'resolve projects' folder#where it was supposed to be was just 'empty folder'#maybe i'll try to get a reader for the drive (it's no longer attached to that motherboard) and take a closer look but gosh it kills me :'(#still... very proud of myself for putting in all the time and effort to learn things on davinci resolve!#i really really love video editing (even if it takes *forever* and i average maybe 20 hours a vid)#i hope my new laptop handles it well! it has a much better graphics card and was silly expensive so... fingers crossed aha#i'd do so many things differently now but the heiji fancam is still the most important thing i've ever made#detective conan#video#eye strain
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finished my knitting project last night and now im like. well now what đ§ââď¸that was all i did for the past three weeks idk how to act anymore if im not constantly knitting
#i wanna learn colourwork nowwwww but i dont have enough yarn and i dont have any money for yarn đ#sigh time to dig through the salvation army yarn bin again#i have enough yarn to make another of the hat i just made in another colour#which is the reason i bought that yarn in the first place and like i plan to do that#but i dont want to do the exact same pattern againnnn#also i need more needles đ¤ what they dont tell u about knitting is that its soo expensive#oh well time to work on this sewing project thats been marinating in my head for a while
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#theres a special kind of agony in tryinf to find an apartment in an college town with a housing shortage#everythings expensive as fuck and im sure its frustrating for everyone but i feel like its especially frustrating for me#bc it takes me so much fucking time to understand the information right in front of me and then i doubt myself so i have to check and check#and double check and triple check that im on the right website. that im inputting the right info#and its like. what if theres a better place i could b looking? like i found a management place to apply to thats expensive but less#expensive than another place but the building looks like its kinda on the edge of town like 15min drive from school#which i hate bc im an anxious freak and its gonna b worse than driving here bc itll get icey as fuck there#like proper inches of snow all winter. negative negative cold. so its like. do i take a nice apartment thats kinda far away#or a slightly more expensive apartment thats like 10min from school and more in town#and then theres the application stuff. and i cant fill anything out without having a full on like sobbing breakdown#but im that way abt everything. i do that all the time when i have to buy plane tickets#its exhausting. and i cant plan my exit until i know when i can move into a place. whatever. it doesnt help that my hormones r fucked rn#or i hope its the hormones. ive been so tired. so so tired. like sleeping 9hrs and still tired when usually im wired after only 7hrs sleep#i hate it. and super brain foggy. and this week i have to finish taking measurements for the last time#so i gotta decide if im gonna go in tomorrow or Monday to start it. its gonna suck so bad bc im gonna try to do it in 6 days. which will b#agony. but after that ill never have to do it ever again. ugh. im just so tired and i dont wanna limp my way into a new project feeling#like damaged goods. which is exactly what it feels like now. ive just done a very good job of making my job difficult#cant go into the lab without feeling physically ill. drained away all my joy. now theres only a sad distant recognition of how far ive#allowed myself to fall. i kno ill feel better once i have a place to stay and i can quit my job just getting there is taking an eternity#unrelated
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Finally got the crotchet pattern right for my planned Christmas gift, and, per usual, realized that there is NEVER enough yarn to link all the granny squares together i swear
#also yarn is fucking expensive. this is why I wasn't going to do another crotchet project#but it's SO nice to move my hands methodically again
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Spider enclosure came in, and I'm getting some ideas
#bone chatter#i cant use these minis and buying more could be expensive#not to mention painting them could be difficult...this will definitely be a project#and if the spider part doesnt work out then hey i have another diorama
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Finish embroidery on Rinne or continue crocheting Mom's birthday present?
#had to put all projects on hold while getting Grandma's room ready for her to come home#I need to finish Rinne wash and dry him then put Kohaku on the wheel for embroidery#I also need to do body and ear ring embroidery and cut out the exta hair pieces#mom's present is another sweater and ofc she wants it long as hell#which isn't a problem except yarn is expensive#đ screaming into a cave
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my tags got out of hand
i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.
and that should be fine; but it's never fine.
i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.
for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.
we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.
i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.
restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.
#oh my god iâm not the only person in the whole world who has Struggles and Difficulties#i am in pharmacy school which means i have no money no time etc and so every single thing that would bring an iota of joy or escape#must be cut for time because you havenât studied for your exam next month so no you cannot start watching that the show.#and because you missed the deadline two weeks ago for that group project that the others did for you there will be no sitting at the piano#also you made a c and not a b on the exam yesterday so maybe instead of ordering takeout like you said you were going to#(because you know that you donât buy real food on the rare occasion you go to the grocery store)#instead youâre gonna have to pick through your bare cabinets and empty fridge freezer for something. or just not eat#like you sometimes do#this is not a problem bc youâve saved your money which you canât afford to waste#thatâs what they told you when you started: tell your friends you canât see them much because a doctoral program is a time commitment#they said: you need to quit your side hustles and get an internship#they said: you need to ask for cleaning supplies for your birthdayâand clothes and shoes bc tuition is very expensive#this isnât some deficiency on your part. everyone else lives in isolation with no hobbies or entertainment too.#the only difference is that THEY spend all that time studying and reviewing and working and preparingâ#while YOU are laying in bed all day because the thought of writing that paragraph is nauseating and tomorrows exam is slowly enveloping you#and you can tell because you had to retake those 2 classes and you have to retake another one this summer.#never mind that you still donât know anything. just keep playing the part. stay afloat until this weekâs exam is over#then you can worry about next weekâs exams#(you WILL worry about next weekâs exams)#learning the ukulele isnât going to ease your stress itâs just gonna make you feel guilty#what do you mean you already feel guilty because youâve pulled the ukelele out exactly twice since mom gave it to you for christmas?#that webseries updates 4 times a week. can you honestly tell me that you have 4 hours a week where you donât feel shame#about not exceeding expectations anymore?#i thought not. close your computeâ you didnât even take it out of your bag.#do you ever take it out of your bag at home?#you donât.#well i can see why youâre such a fucking failure#itâs 3:27 am but âi wonât bother telling you to shower or brush your teeth- i know you donât do that.#you went to bed three and a half hours ago now itâs time to sleep#maybe weâll see what tomorrow has for us
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I don't really have a hard-set design for any of the QSMP characters in mind because I'll see all kinds of cool fanart that look totally different and just go "Yeah that's them!" because the designs are all flexible to me.
...This does, however, make it very hard to translate their designs into custom Figmas because I can't decide on a single look.
#i talk#qsmp talk#I might make a post in the future asking for help deciding designs for certain characters#because I've got multiple options for a few of them#figma talk#<- Fine I'll start a tag for it#I'm dragging my feet doing this project because it took so much time to collect pieces#and frankly it was too much money even if I got everything third-hand#so I'm REALLY scared I'll frick it up#especially since I fricked up the Richas one (had to paint his skin and went with the advice of someone instead of doing what my gut said)#Luckily I got another base for him which was incredibly fortunate#but it does mean I'm really nervous about making any other major changes to the other figmas I have#two of them are like. Freakishly overpriced and expensive and I don't know how on earth I managed to get those two at a crazy low deal#The problem is that one is so well made I don't want to butcher it despite hating the character and show he's from#and the other I luckily have a variant for because it's ALSO too nice for me to want to butcher#o(-(#I did pick some Pac hair I think I'm happy with#I just need to think about it for a day and come back to it#and then convince myself to do the modifications#which will be scary because there's no going back once I do that
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"With âgreen corridorsâ that mimic the natural forest, the Colombian city is driving down temperatures â and could become five degrees cooler over the next few decades.
In the face of a rapidly heating planet, the City of Eternal Spring â nicknamed so thanks to its year-round temperate climate â has found a way to keep its cool.
Previously, MedellĂn had undergone years of rapid urban expansion, which led to a severe urban heat island effect â raising temperatures in the city to significantly higher than in the surrounding suburban and rural areas. Roads and other concrete infrastructure absorb and maintain the sunâs heat for much longer than green infrastructure.
âMedellĂn grew at the expense of green spaces and vegetation,â says Pilar Vargas, a forest engineer working for City Hall. âWe built and built and built. There wasnât a lot of thought about the impact on the climate. It became obvious that had to change.â
Efforts began in 2016 under MedellĂnâs then mayor, Federico GutiĂŠrrez (who, after completing one term in 2019, was re-elected at the end of 2023). The city launched a new approach to its urban development â one that focused on people and plants.
The $16.3 million initiative led to the creation of 30 Green Corridors along the cityâs roads and waterways, improving or producing more than 70 hectares of green space, which includes 20 kilometers of shaded routes with cycle lanes and pedestrian paths.
These plant and tree-filled spaces â which connect all sorts of green areas such as the curb strips, squares, parks, vertical gardens, sidewalks, and even some of the seven hills that surround the city â produce fresh, cooling air in the face of urban heat. The corridors are also designed to mimic a natural forest with levels of low, medium and high plants, including native and tropical plants, bamboo grasses and palm trees.
Heat-trapping infrastructure like metro stations and bridges has also been greened as part of the project and government buildings have been adorned with green roofs and vertical gardens to beat the heat. The first of those was installed at MedellĂnâs City Hall, where nearly 100,000 plants and 12 species span the 1,810 square meter surface.
âItâs like urban acupuncture,â says Paula Zapata, advisor for MedellĂn at C40 Cities, a global network of about 100 of the worldâs leading mayors. âThe city is making these small interventions that together act to make a big impact.â
At the launch of the project, 120,000 individual plants and 12,500 trees were added to roads and parks across the city. By 2021, the figure had reached 2.5 million plants and 880,000 trees. Each has been carefully chosen to maximize their impact.
âThe technical team thought a lot about the species used. They selected endemic ones that have a functional use,â explains Zapata.
The 72 species of plants and trees selected provide food for wildlife, help biodiversity to spread and fight air pollution. A study, for example, identified Mangifera indica as the best among six plant species found in MedellĂn at absorbing PM2.5 pollution â particulate matter that can cause asthma, bronchitis and heart disease â and surviving in polluted areas due to its âbiochemical and biological mechanisms.â
And the urban planting continues to this day.
The groundwork is carried out by 150 citizen-gardeners like Pineda, who come from disadvantaged and minority backgrounds, with the support of 15 specialized forest engineers. Pineda is now the leader of a team of seven other gardeners who attend to corridors all across the city, shifting depending on the current priorities...
âIâm completely in favor of the corridors,â says [Victoria Perez, another citizen-gardener], who grew up in a poor suburb in the city of 2.5 million people. âIt really improves the quality of life here.â
Wilmar Jesus, a 48-year-old Afro-Colombian farmer on his first day of the job, is pleased about the projectâs possibilities for his own future. âI want to learn more and become better,â he says. âThis gives me the opportunity to advance myself.â
The projectâs wider impacts are like a breath of fresh air. MedellĂnâs temperatures fell by 2°C in the first three years of the program, and officials expect a further decrease of 4 to 5C over the next few decades, even taking into account climate change. In turn, City Hall says this will minimize the need for energy-intensive air conditioning...
In addition, the project has had a significant impact on air pollution. Between 2016 and 2019, the level of PM2.5 fell significantly, and in turn the cityâs morbidity rate from acute respiratory infections decreased from 159.8 to 95.3 per 1,000 people [Note: That means the city's rate of people getting sick with lung/throat/respiratory infections.]
Thereâs also been a 34.6 percent rise in cycling in the city, likely due to the new bike paths built for the project, and biodiversity studies show that wildlife is coming back â one sample of five Green Corridors identified 30 different species of butterďŹy.
Other cities are already taking note. BogotĂĄ and Barranquilla have adopted similar plans, among other Colombian cities, and last year SĂŁo Paulo, Brazil, the largest city in South America, began expanding its corridors after launching them in 2022.
âFor sure, Green Corridors could work in many other places,â says Zapata."
-via Reasons to Be Cheerful, March 4, 2024
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